25 settembre 2016

E mentre tutti si sposano.. io sogno stelle e strisce..

la #weddingseason è in pieno fermento, molte mie amiche in questi giorni hanno postato sui social , le foto dei loro matrimoni, dei loro bambini , o dei pancioni , per carità, sono iper felice per loro, ma ho avuto come una specie di scossa dentro.. vuoi il #fertilityday che si avvicina.. vuoi che tutti continuano a dire che a 30 sembra quasi tassativo che devi esserti almeno sposata e progettare un figlio, tutte queste cose che fino a 10 giorni fa mi mettevano quasi ansia, oggi mi scivolano via, si perchè ho capito cosa voglio veramente .. e non coincide con quello che la società vorrebbe da me; questo non significa che non voglio figli e famiglia, ma che non li voglio ora.
Voglio trasferirmi negli states, so che per molti a 30 anni, fare un passo del genere è difficile, per molti è una pazzia, per molti un azzardo, per me sarebbe solo la realizzazione di un sogno, un sogno lungo vent'anni , un sogno che sono stanca sia solo sogno..
Per prima cosa mi sono registrata sul sito della lotteria dove con 99 dollari puoi avere una rara possibilità di vincere la famosa #greencard , li si punta sulla fortuna, che non sempre è dalla mia, poi ho iniziato col registrarmi su tutti i siti possibili dove ci sono proposte di lavoro come commessa, come cameriera come.. datemi qualsiasi lavoro basta che sia a Manhattan , si perchè è li che voglio trasferirmi, è li dove voglio vivere il resto dei miei giorni, e forse anche dove mettere su famiglia..
quello che voglio dire è.. non pensate che a 30 anni, non potete realizzare i vostri sogni, ma pensate che a 30 potete iniziare a combattere per realizzarli..


27 luglio 2016

BYE GRANDPA RIP..

Today my 5 days off, I should devote to my blog, I wanted to relax so this evening after dinner in the hotel, I would take my laptop and I would put in the garden to write, I love writing ... I was in the process of organizing the rest of the day relaxing and sea blog, I woke up happy, happy to think of an impossible love but don't know why can't get anyway on smile, happy to chat with the other guests in the breakfast room of the hotel, happy I don't even know anymore why, but then everything changed While I was getting ready to return to the beach, I got a call from my mom telling me that my grandfather after an illness that lasted four months, which consumed him to the bone, stunner, has died at the age of 86 years. My grandfather has always been an authoritarian figure, I've never had a big feeling, compared to what I had with my grandmother, but that doesn't mean I'm not bad, just that part of me thinks, he 86 years came, who worries me is Dad, my dad is like me, keeps everything inside all hidden feelings almost as if he were jealous. and I know that meeting him in a while will be really hard because my dad in his life cried a few times, when we are born we three, when my brother and I stayed in the hospital for surgery to appendicitis, and when his mother died, this time he followed step by step grandfather, knew what we were getting into,he knew that sooner or later would have to say goodbye, I can not help but think how many members of my family are dying from this disease, the tears cancer, consumes, destroys the plant up to make them, my grandfather were days that now was not eating more and morphine took effect one day out of three, I am very sorry for my grandfather, although I do not know why I'm crying like when my grandmother died,not that he cared, but the relationship with my grandfather has always been different from that with Grandma ... and now I'm here wondering what to say and what to do, unfortunately I'm the kind of person that if he sees one suffer in agony in a bed, then God would prefer that he looks like his will, I knew that my grandfather was suffering, and pretty sure that these days would happen, but I can't say it was better this way because this horrible disease was wiping out, and for a man like him always independent, it was a shock to be stuck in a bed.to him as well as my grandmother at the time I have to just say sorry, sorry for not coming over, sorry for missed calls, sorry for occurrences forget ..Rip Grandpà i love you

26 luglio 2016

THE OBAMA MADE ETERNAL THE AMERICAN DREAM ..

After the tragedy of September 11 america has had to deal with a president who along with other great of the earth, they put the whole america look bad, because on one hand there was a New York devastated by the pain he was looking for to rise by their own efforts, and to commemorate the memory of all his fallen, on the other there was an america ready to fight and recruit thousands of soldiers sent to Afghanistan to fight the suicide bombers, but with the excuse of humanitarian aid, as then america has become the evil monster, that he preferred to take revenge and kill innocent children.
When there were the elections of 2004 and among the candidates was a young African American with two little girls and a wife, lawyer active in his campaign .. I do not know about you, but I saw a glimmer of light.
I loved New York almost always, from the fifth grade, when a lesson of Geography you spoke of the United States, and after having taught us all about the states, my teacher who is also a big fan of New York, showed us a video, at that precise moment was born my love for the big apple ..
So for me, feel that because of New York, and those attacks that many stupid felt phony, or addiruttura concocted by the Americans themselves, both broke out "war" absolutely bothered me, even if my blood is Italian, for me the is why the candidacy of Barack Obama I saw a glimmer of light, america one that still makes racial discrimination, but that day in November 2004, my heart is and always will be American, wanted something new, almost unexpected, wanted a man who could enter the hearts of the people, he wanted to hope, and yesterday's speech in Philadelphia for the convention of Hilary Clinton, the First Lady, a woman I admire very much, a real inspiration, his speech yesterday where practically tells him not to lose hope, as two young black girls, beautiful and intelligent living at the white house, thanks to the ambition of their parents, thanks to an america that still believes, still dreams still alive .. and that is why we must support the candidacy of Hilary, because Hilary will be another turning point, because Hilary will be able to continue the American dream .. So you have to say Thank you, thank Barack for his commitment and dedication, thanks to Michelle for its naturalness and desire to help others ... and now Americans run and voted Hilary Clinton and continue to dreamSo for me, feel that because of New York, and those attacks that many stupid felt phony, or addiruttura concocted by the Americans themselves, both broke out "war" absolutely bothered me, even if my blood is Italian, for me the is why the candidacy of Barack Obama I saw a glimmer of light, america one that still makes racial discrimination, but that day in November 2004, my heart is and always will be American, wanted something new, almost unexpected, wanted a man who could enter the hearts of the people, he wanted to hope, and yesterday's speech in Philadelphia for the convention of Hilary Clinton, the First Lady, a woman I admire very much, a real inspiration, his speech yesterday where practically tells him not to lose hope, as two young black girls, beautiful and intelligent living at the white house, thanks to the ambition of their parents, thanks to an america that still believes, still dreams still alive .. and that is why we must support the candidacy of Hilary, because Hilary will be another turning point, because Hilary will be able to continue the American dream .. So you have to say Thank you, thank Barack for his commitment and dedication, thanks to Michelle for its naturalness and desire to help others ... and now Americans run and voted Hilary Clinton and continue to dream, dream of amrican, and help America to be fabulous like always..

10 luglio 2016

ORGOGLIOSI DI TE.. BRAVA MARIA GRAZIA

Christian Dior, è stato il più grande art director nel mondo della moda, e ha lasciato a tutti noi la più grande maison mondiale famosa per l'eleganza e la raffinatezza di ogni collezione.
Negli anni ,dopo la morte di Mounsier Dior ,si sono susseguiti grandi nome della moda Yves Saint Laurent , John Galliano , Gianfranco Ferrè a Raf Simmons durato pochissimo , per lo scarso successo delle sue collezioni, ora è il momento della nostra Maria Grazia Chiuri, si lo so, la maison è stata già diretta di un Italiano, ma se donna l'orgoglio scusate se lo dico ma è doppio, si perchè in molti dicono che non potrebbe essere possibile che una donna diriga una casa di moda con un nome cosi prestigioso, ma Maria Grazia che per anni è stata art director per Valentino, sicuramente se la caverà in modo egregio..
Io personalmente non vedo l'ora di vedere la sua prima collezione ..
Nel frattempo in bocca al lupo alla donna che ha segnato il suo nome nel mondo della moda per sempre.